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Wednesday, January 19, 2011

It's Hard Not To...

So I went in for my second ultrasound on Tuesday and got super awesome news. I had 14+ follicles between my two ovaries. There were 12 in my left (one very mature) and 2+ in my right. They aren't sure about my right side because my ovary on that side is very high up and they couldn't get a clear picture with any of the ultrasound wand thingys. Dr. Billings said I should ovulate any day (looks like probably tomorrow based on my OPKs). He said I could come in to his office and have a trigger shot that would make me ovulate within 36 hours. I'm opting to just have my body ovulate naturally. If I don't get pregnant this month then next month I will try the trigger. So now that my body has worked well (YAY!!!)... it is all up to Thayer's little men to get to their destination. I'm so happy and excited that for once I'm not broken. My body did its job with the help of medication. There is a real and I mean REAL chance I could get pregnant this month. It's kinda a bummer that I won't be able to test until after my birthday but I'm hoping for a WONDERFUL late birthday present. I'm trying to not let Thayer's excitement get to me. I want to be excited... I want to be pregnant... But I think all of this trying for a baby thing is finally becoming real to Thayer. For Christmas he was like okay we can't spend over this amount because we have to put extra in the savings account for the baby... He's been saying a lot of little things like that lately. He has his hopes up and I don't want to be a Debbie Downer for him... but I've learned not to get my hopes up. I'm glad he's so excited, I just don't want to him to be upset with me if it doesn't happen this month.

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