Small Comforts for Empty Arms

So... it's been almost 2 weeks since I really said goodbye to my little bean. Some days are more rough than others. I would be somewhere around 9 weeks now. I've been trying to find comfort in small things. One thing that comforts me the most is that my baby has so much love up in heaven. I know Bean is being loved like crazy by an amazing great-grandma and great-grandpa and an aunt. I know they will take good care of Bean until I make it up there. I know in some people's eyes, Bean wasn't yet a person. Some people may thing that Bean was just an alien looking ball of cells... but I don't know how something Thayer and I loved so much couldn't be in heaven. I know I'll see my little bean eventually, but until then... Bean has so many people to love and care for her.